I’m not a confident person. I have a severe lack of it.
I can be shy, I can struggle to talk (and not just because of my stutter), and I don’t really know how to talk to people face to face.
You would think, being a wordsmith (yes I’m using a word from the amazing Professor Green, do you think I need to pay royalties? I hope not, well if he sues me at least I’ll have a chance to meet him haha) I would have a way with words wouldn’t you?
Well I’ll let you in on a secret ….. I’m not.
When it comes to writing/typing I can say what I need to say, I find it so much easier to talk through text or through my blogs And the words flow like a madman when I’m writing my book.
I can barely get a word in sometimes, especially when I’m in a group of people, by the time I’ve secured what I want to say the conversation has steered into a new direction or moved on completely.
It’s fair to say a lot of the time I can be in a group of people and remain silent, on the odd occasion I can get involved and people allow me chance to actually talk.
It’s also fair to say on my blogs I don’t have any interruptions (shit hang on, let me just take this phone call), sorry where was I? Ah, as I was saying, on my blogs I don’t have any interruptions, I can say what I really want to say, I can get everything out in one go (I don’t stutter when I’m typing).
I can also do it in my own time, there is no time limits, I can blog when and if I want.
My mind is laid out in my blogs, what you see is what you get.
What you read/see is what you get.
I don’t have to be anyone else, to you I’m just a stranger, some random muppet from somewhere in the world, Just an average normal (ok far from normal, but hey ho) person living life the best way I can, just trying to survive another day.
As I said, I’m not a confident person, but I am me, and if you keep coming back then, well I must be doing something right eh?
For me, every day is just another adventure waiting to be explored, even though it can become very repetitive, that’s why I write/type. My mind is a complete adventure, for you I am just a story slowly unfurling, every blog I do is just another adventure that’s played out in my mind, another day in my life.
Sometimes I can do people watching, and it’s fun trust me, just go get to a coffee shop or sit outside a pub and people watch. It’s amazing, mostly for me, because I make up little stories in my head about people (sometimes I can just randomly laugh to myself, I’m not crazy honest) and its how i handle life.
Try it next time you have some spare time.
On that note, in the comments, or message me, give me a little subject or storyline and I’ll do a short story to post on here.
It can be funny or a horror or a love story, anything you can imagine.
Come on test me please.
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