So it’s my daughters birthday today. I miss her so much, it kills me every day not seeing her, she turned 12 today and I can’t even wish her a happy birthday. So I’ll do it here and leave a little message and hope she sees it one day.
Happy birthday my perfect little angel, you have never left my mind or my heart. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think of you. I’m hoping we find each other again some time in the near future, and let me explain everything. Just remember my little angel daddy loves you, always has and always will forever and a day. I really hope you understand there’s 2 sides to every story, please don’t believe everything you have been told about me, and I really hope you forgive me for doing what I had to do, and i really really hope you let me explain one day, I just want that opportunity to tell you why I didn’t cone back and why I had to stay away, I done it to protect you so you didn’t see me and your mother arguing and other things. You was too young to understand and you should never have seen the things you saw. Me and your mother should have acted like the adults we should have been. Instead we both made mistakes and both held grudges and you bore most the pain and consequences and it should have mever been that way. I truely don’t know what I’d say to you if i saw you now I’d probably just break down and cry and beg for your forgivness. I’ve missed so much of your life and for that I’m sorry, I just hope i can make up for it in future, but seriously I couldn’t let you witness the way me and your mother were esspecially the phsyical shit, i couldn’t see you cry again for our actions, I love you so much my little princess and I miss you so much you mean the world to me and I would do anything for you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ANGEL, I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH IT HURTS.
LOTS OF LOVE,