Wild week, I’ve been busy the past week.
I’ve done some of my book but not as much as I’ve wanted to do, but this is more important.
Some things I can’t satisfy your curiosity at the moment, just sorting out specifics and once I can divulge I’ll let you know.
As you know I’m buried in a mountain of debt, and it has gotten me in a right tiff and a few trips to depressionville.
Anyone who has got debt knows how tough it can be, and also how hard it is to avoid sinking deeper. It’s hard, and scary and does, without doubt, drag you down and you visit a place called depressionville.
Depressionville is also a very hard and difficult place to be and even harder to claw your way out of it.
The process is a long and winding road, your all alone and scared and feeling your not worth it, you also don’t like to take about it because it’s your burden, noone elses.
Anyway, you feel down, you feel useless, you feel theres no way out, you may even feel suicidal. So you sink deeper and deeper until the inevitable happens.
But there is always a way out, you are strong, way stronger than you believe, a hell of a lot stronger than you imagine, more than you take credit for.
Hey, if your still here (in the world) your fucking stronger than most. It takes a strong person to keep going, and that is something I’ve only just realised.
Between all the smiles and laughs and jokes I portrayed to the world, deep down I’ve been dieing, I put on a face to show the world I’m fine, I’m handling life, I got this.
Behind the door I’ve been sinking, I’ve struggled so fucking much and scared every time a door knocks.
Albeit I’ve been STRONG, unknowingly I’ve had the strength to carry on, I’ve had the mental muscles to put on the brave mask to face the world, I’ve kept going, even though the sinking feeling keeps pulling.
Amongst the mountain of debt, theres been other issues in life (more depth in future blogs), more challenges.
ONE THING AT A TIME.
Life is under way to being solved so welcome to my trip to becoming debt free.
Today, under certain circumstances (which will all be known soon enough), I have gotten in touch with a debt consolidation agency. To help me become debt free.
They have said they can help, and I’ve got a phone call tomorrow at 10am. I’ve explained I have a stutter and they have put onto their system so they can accommodate to help me when the call happens.
Very helpful right?
So the 1st steps have been taken, and it feels like a bit weight has been lifted already, even though there is a very long road ahead, but still 1 step is better than none right?
You may not realise, but there is always help out there, if you look in the right place.
If all goes well with this company, I will share their address for anyone who needs help. So far on day one of my debt solving road, they have been helpful.
To the point, I told them I had a stutter, so they messaged through WhatsApp, instead of making me go through a tough phone call, but inevitably, tomorrow the call will have to happen, which I was expecting, but it’ll be easier because I have messaged and explained my circumstances before having to endure a phone call.
All I had to do initially was to give my name and DOB and addresses for the last 6 years and they have found most of my debts, so they even done the leg work.
The best part is, I’ve been talking to a real person, instead of a damn computer, so that’s awesome too.
Which makes it a hell of a lot easier on the good ol’ noggin.
You can follow my debt help here only, I will be recording my steps I’ve taken for anyone who needs help, I know how tough it is, and I’ve tried so many times before and nothing ever came from it, so here is to a damn good feeling.
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