4 days left, well 3 and half until my life reset begins.
Friday will be my last day at work, then Saturday will be chill until noon ish, then having some leaving drinks with friends, then Sunday I’ll be spending with lil man, probably go to carvery, before I pack up the last bits and Bob’s and tools from work.
Then Monday will be chill time before I start my new job Tuesday.
I’m so freaking nervous, but so fucking excited.
The final countdown has arrived, I’m going to miss the awesome people iny life but not going to even think twice about all the shit from the past.
Even though I’ve only been living in this shared house, it has been my home for so long, but I’ll be glad to say goodbye to these 4 walls.
The world looks brighter, the air feels fresher and the pressure of this life is fading, making way for new challenges and amazing new experiences, along with what can only be described as an awesome life ahead.
I’m fucking happy people, happiest I’ve ever been (apart from the birth of my beautiful kids), feeling amazing and smiling on the inside instead of just outside.
I don’t feel like I’m hiding anything anymore, I don’t feel like I’m having to smile so I don’t have to explain what I’m feeling inside. Just because of the pure fact of, I’m showing outside what im feeling inside, and that’s happiness and joy, excitement and wholesome.
For the longest time, I’m fucking happy, and I’m not scared to show it. Everything is falling into place, thing are going my way for once.
This feeling is amazing, and I cant wait to find out what this new life has to offer.
I’ll be grasping at it with both arms, and not letting go, I’m becoming the person I want to be, the person I’m supposed to be. The person I’m meant to be.
I’m no longer a shell of myself, I’m bursting at the seems, ready to break free, the world is my oyster (as they say) and I’m no longer living in someone elses shadow, I’m no longer living my life through others, I’m on my way to creating my own life, my way.
My own happy fulfilling life.
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